Wishes

After feeling really great for a few days....I would say between the 16th to the 19th??? From Sunday to Wednesday.

I was working non-stop and really productive. Then....a lot less. I just got listless. And I don't know. I mean, I'm still doing stuff.

There's a lot of friction between who I want to be and who I actually am. That's what's been bothering me. Friction between where and how I want to be and where and how I actually am.

I made a wish just now. It was to have my own successful, happy life, independent of my family in the next few months. But wishes don't come true without action. I just don't know what those actions need to be.